Monday 15 August 2011

you

i miss you everytime you hang up the phone ..
we used to be fun and shared our laugh ..tp skunx u xnk snyum dh dgn me ..asyik2 marah 
asyik ckp ' bosanlah asyik gduh jew ' .. tp klo kita gduh .me just tgur u pnye slh ..
hmm ..kita dh len ..am i losing u now ?

Friday 13 May 2011

my sweet nightmare = ']

yeah . this is specially 4 you ..wht u didnt know dat i try to hide it
from you AKMAL AIMAN ..
bulan 5 2010 - kte still kwn . yeah pnggln pown ' kau aku ' memg me xsngka me leyh
syg gle kt u ..lgy2 u my ex punya fwen..kte appy ..on9 smpai 5 pgy .me wait u men ftsal n tgk FIFA uh ..it was a nice waiting koz me tau u akn on9 jgk ..then kte become close . kte texting .. 24 hours ryte .clling sume..kte go thru our rmdhn togther ..n the 1st raya me dpt text dri u .tyme uh me sve no u
kt phone ' akmal aiman '
'akmal aiman text - selamat hary raya syg '
text uh wonderful sgt .. bnda tu yg me rse pling special dri byk2 text yg pernh me dpt dari
ex me ..;( then on 25.9.2010 , frst kte jmpa ..yeah .. me freakin gle .koz tkut u mybe change ..
yeah im not the prettiest gurl but tyme kuar ngn u .me tak tkut jdi dri me sndri ;')
me have fun ngn u .. and aftr kte jmpa u .. yeah me realised.. me LOVE you deeply enuff n tht tyme
sume yg me wt . sume utk you .. u tak tau an .sbnrnye tepon umah kne cut sbb bil mlmbung tepon u ..
n tht tyme ..my fwen hated me .. n u the one yg ada dgn me ..try to convinced me to live perfectly .
and .yeah u buat me bnty CUTTER ..there 's no other guy yg dpt stop kan me ..but for u n my fmily ..me
stop wt bnda uh .. kte happy even sllu gaduh but things started to change when u msuk uia .. n me keje
me nk u lyn me .. koz u dh rarely text me or cll ..ble txt u akn ckp ' nk men ftsal '.smpai lah one nyte .
29.12.2010 - kte gduh koz me mrh ..u lbih pntingkn tgk bola uh .. dri tgk bola smbil txt me
koz kwn2 me yg laki un leyh txt me even downg tgh tgk bola ;'( me rse mcm kne tnggl ..
me dh tk rse me nea pnting bg you .. that tyme me surh u choosed .. sme ada leave or
stay wif me .. and honestly , me really ingt u akn stay ngn me ;'( bodo an ?
me cll u .. then u ckp bnda yg pling me tak sngka ' me leave u '
tyme uh . me just kept crying smpai me trtdow ..n me ingt esk uh me akn oke ..but no ..
dkt marrybrown me still nangis .. truk gle .. smpai me xleyh un nk keje .. me asyk2 lary msuk tndas..
me bg txt kt u
oliey - me xleyh lah live takdew u ;'(
akmal aiman - me takleyh oke.. u sllu ungkt bnda lme .. me tak leyh fokus pde study me ..
oliey - tyme me nk leave u .. u surh pkir pasaan u ..u surh me jgn leave u .tp skrng ? u tak pkir psl me
akmal aiman - oke fine.. now leave lah me ..end
hmm .. text uh really wt me sakit .. aftr clash ngn u ..me try kwn ngn other guys mcm me sllu buat dulu
ble me clash ngn ex2 me , but its useless !! me still takleyh nk syg downg .. still xleyh nk lyn downg
buln 1 n 2 ..months yg pling truk . koz tyme uh ..me rse mcm u dh bnci me sgt ..u maki me koz me kwn ngn haz .. u ignored me tyme u dh blik umah n tyme u tak bz ..
but buln 3 .me happy balik .. koz u dh jdi blik ngn akmal aiman me knl dlu .. 6.3.2011 - u jmpa ngn me
kte gy times square but me tak rse appy frst2 uh .. spe yg leyh appy an .. met ngn some1 yg dye syg ..but downg dh takdew bnda .. kt bowling times square u ckp ' me syg u sgt2 ' .. me trkjut.. n me ingt lps kte jmpa
kte akn cple blik ..but still tak .. smpai lah buln 5 nea ..kte dh sthun knl .. u bg byk alasn utk tak cple ngn me
1 - kte sllu gduh
2 - u tak love me
3 - kte jarak jauh
me hurtin ngn sume alsan uh .. u ckp u tak love me . but ble me couple len .. u marah ..ble me nk leave u
mcm u nk dlu .u smpai nngis ..n u jelez ble me lyn laki lbih2 .. apa u expect dri me ?
perlu ke me wait u lagy koz me dh pnt .. me dh confused ngn u ..
but for one things yg me tau n me believed
' u bg byk alasan utk tak cple ngn me .. n me tau ..kte xkn togther even me dh try berubah utk u '